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| Personal Message |
I want to be happy, because I don't know what should make me upset. I want to think the world is fair and everyone in it is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible.
Sometime, while I was maturing, I learned too much. I learned of war, of nuclear weapons, prejudice, starving and abused kids, lies, unhappy marriages, illness, pain and mortality. I want to be 6 again.
I want to be six again. I want to think that everyone, including myself, will live forever, because I don't know the concept of death. I want to be oblivious to the complexity of life and be overly excited by the little things again. I want to live knowing the little things that I find exciting will always make me as happy as when I first learned them. I want to be six again.
I remember not seeing the world as a whole, but rather being aware of only the things that directly concerned me. I want to be naive enough to think that if I'm happy, so is everyone else. I want to walk down the beach and think only of the sand beneath my feet and the possibility of finding that blue piece of sea glass I'm looking for. I want to spend my afternoons climbing trees and riding my bike, letting the grownups worry about time, the dentist and how to find the money to fix the car. I want to wonder what I'll do when I grow up and what I'll be, who I'll be and not worry about what I'll do if this doesn't work out. I want that time back. I want to use it now as an escape, so that when my computer crashes, or I have a mountain of paperwork, or two depressed friends, or a fight with my spouse, or bittersweet memories of times gone by, or second thoughts about so many things, I can travel back and build a snowman, without thinking about anything except whether the snow sticks together and what I can possibly use for the snowman's mouth. I want to be six again. |
| | | ipontus describes himself as Easygoing, Sensitive and Adventurous. His outlook on life is Independent, Unconventional and Practical and his goals are Serenity, Knowledge and Fun. He likes to hang out with Creative people, Technical or Entreprenuers and he enjoys eating Health foods, Asian and Vegetarian food. He prefers to listen to Rock, Alternative and Easy listening music. His main hobbies include Travel, Music and Outdoors and his favourite sports are Bicycling, Swimming and Volleyball. |
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| Personal Details |
| Age:
42 |
| Astrology sign:
Libra |
| Region:
Berlin, Germany |
| City/Town:
Berlin* |
| Seeking:
Long-term |
| Height:
5'11" (180cm) |
| Eye color:
Not stated |
| Hair color:
Not stated |
| Body Type:
Athletic |
| Religion:
Agnostic |
| Ethnicity:
European |
| Smoker:
No |
| Drinking:
No |
| Marital Status:
Single |
| Children:
Maybe |
| Education:
Some College |
| Employment:
Part-time |
| Income:
Not stated |
| Last Visited:
08/15/2008 |
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